why did you think i could?

but i'll tough it out. I'll be your best friend, like i always have been. Like how i've never left you. ever. when everyone else has. all of them.

and i'll force smiles, and talk to her, and be with you, because if i would have it any other way i would be the one holding your hand, but just seeing you happy is the second choice.

and i'll leave you two alone, to do what we used to do together, the way we held eachother.

and i'll pretend to be happy, and i'll run, and i'll laugh, and i'll hug those other guys like no tommorrow.

but just remember.

who loved you more than she ever will.

and who will be there.

when she leaves.

and who has NEVER left you.

after the hundreds of times you've hurt her.

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on a totally different note:

justin locke and alisha ostgren for homecoming king.

"such a shame shame shame.."